maybe this is my only way out
i hate life right now
im suicidal.. help me
Oct 17, 2010
The Truth
Jesse,
your gone now.
no you didn't move.
you ran away.
not because your life sucked.
not because you felt like you didn't belong.
but because you are brave.
you actually followed your belief. that we should live our life to the fullest.
you left, and now your doing everything you wanted to do all your life.
you'll see the west coast again like when you were little.
you'll see Colorado and the mountains.
you'll see the world.
the rules and law tells us what we can and cannot do.
so every day everyone is not living there life to the fullest because they follow the rules, they follow everything society tell us.
you were on of the brave Jesse.
i love you for that.
i wish i was only as brave.
this may be my last goodbye to you.
get out there and do everything you were meant to do.
get out there and see the world, ill be right there by your side as you said "close to your heart"
i wish you'd come back, but i know you wont.
everything i never knew i wanted i found in you.
your everything i never knew i needed.
your the most amazing person ive ever met.
the world is full of amazing stuff and i know you'll find it.
never forget me.
never forget that your "real" home is here, and that we all miss and love you.
so this is it, the end.
i'll never forget the times we shared.
Goodbye, I love you.
Sarah Nicole
your gone now.
no you didn't move.
you ran away.
not because your life sucked.
not because you felt like you didn't belong.
but because you are brave.
you actually followed your belief. that we should live our life to the fullest.
you left, and now your doing everything you wanted to do all your life.
you'll see the west coast again like when you were little.
you'll see Colorado and the mountains.
you'll see the world.
the rules and law tells us what we can and cannot do.
so every day everyone is not living there life to the fullest because they follow the rules, they follow everything society tell us.
you were on of the brave Jesse.
i love you for that.
i wish i was only as brave.
this may be my last goodbye to you.
get out there and do everything you were meant to do.
get out there and see the world, ill be right there by your side as you said "close to your heart"
i wish you'd come back, but i know you wont.
everything i never knew i wanted i found in you.
your everything i never knew i needed.
your the most amazing person ive ever met.
the world is full of amazing stuff and i know you'll find it.
never forget me.
never forget that your "real" home is here, and that we all miss and love you.
so this is it, the end.
i'll never forget the times we shared.
Goodbye, I love you.
Sarah Nicole
Oct 11, 2010
Dont Say Its Over
in a week or so
whenever this something dramatic happens
this blog might become my life
just warning you
whenever this something dramatic happens
this blog might become my life
just warning you
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